Narcisist I?

Yes, I've begun to think so. But I think I also need to accept it a little bit more. Did I chose my design because I wanted my design to be the one second years would get? Did I ask to design the planner because I wanted to be the one to do it?

Maybe designers are selfish. Maybe I am the only selfish. Am I the only selfish person that I know? Maybe not.

But... is it human nature? Is it the compensation of me having low self-esteem in the past? Is it my way of going around?

I can't complain, I'm a human being.

Now, the question is. When will I accept it?