Las day of classes. Last day of learning?

Day 7 in my cycle is I think the best day I could have. It's on this day that I usually get the feeling that I didn't got to class, but that I learned about the world.

My English class is something I will really miss during the summer. I feel that there's where I learn the most things for everyday life, unlike eco, chem, and art. Today I had a realization of how much of a weight I have inn my shoulders if I decide to become part of the system, whether it's like a graphic designer or as an advertiser, because I would just contribute to that system in a more direct way than now. And actually, I felt before that I wouldn't be comfortable by being an advertiser, if I am advertising things hiding the truths, or making people want things "attaching happiness to the label with the price".

Now, I could design for good causes, but it doesn't pay. And I want to be able to live decently.

I guess I will find my way around it.

Tomorrow is the last day of school, then we have exams for two weeks, and we're gone.

It's all becoming really silent. Like the calm before the storm. But after storms rainbows come.

Hopefully.