Lose control.

Today I locked myself up away from the people in the library for the whole day, as I explained in my last entry.

I lost ground to something I claimed to myself that I'd never ever do.

I lost ground to my pride of being an artist who's able to study in the very same room where I produce art.

I lost... I gained knowledge (that if you ask me) i'll not strongly use academically.

But I learnt a lesson. The library taught me I should be disciplined and work when I need to so I have leisure time when I need it.

And now, after a long, booky, half-interesting-half-boring day, I go to sleep.

Till tomorrow.