and so I gave peace a chance

Today I felt like I was ready for the world to turn on itself.

Looking at pictures and writing and working a feeling of accomplishment is settling in. The things I wanted
to discover about myself and the world here in this opportunity have happened, and whatever extra things
I happened to experience outside of those expectations have been very big blessings.

But today for the first time I felt like it's time to let the winds blow my boat to other lands. Over the
past few days I've been saying that I'm sick of this place, that I want to get out of here, but today
I feel like it's time.

After an amazing theater workshop that turned my mood on itself and made me smile for the first time
in a while, I was walking for dinner from my house and I felt grad to be exactly that. The world will
turn on itself. My world, my space and the places I've seen and been will collapse onto each other and
become memories for me to carry wherever my choices and those of others that affect me will lead.

I last week I felt like I had broken-up with MUWCI, now I feel like I'll remember it as the pictures of
an amazing trip I did, that was horrible at times, but from which I preserve amazing life lessons and
friends.

The mere fact that I'm looking at options outside of this place with such peace and eagerness show me
that I'm growing more and more ready to spread my wings again. Of course, it will be extremely hard to
leave this place and all of the people I met here only to find some of them outside of this beautiful
hill. But that's just the way life works, we move on, we keep our friends, or not.

I feel more and more thankful for this feeling. For it will let me leave my place here in peace, and I will not
leave MUWCI like I would leave out of a cage, running for freedom. I will pack and probably cry my eyes out
on the last weeks, but I will look onto the future (wherever and whatever that entails) with a smile.