Like a pressure cooker

Pissed, and wanting to shout, or to press myself like a button into the nothing not to be seen.
Trying to calm, but I don't know if rationalizing will do anymore.
I need a friend next to me. And then I have a math test.
My calculator is gone. What am I going to do about that?

And the need (or want?) for someone next to me. Someone to lean on.

Can I stand on my own? I really wonder that.

Am I the Co-Dependent?

Holy crap.